Blown Brains

My job has taken me away from everything and everyone I love. Some days, I daydream about shooting myself in the head so that the mess of my brains cover the walls of that ego-infested place. Everyone will look at what's left of me and feel sick in the same way that I feel sick when I hear them talk about how awesome they are. At the end of the day, ignorant, racist homophobes suck the hopes and dreams out of me. It's so hard to stay motivated when you know that so many people would rather you be dead. At least this job has taught me one thing: a big mouth, a small brain, and a penis will take you far in life!